14 de jan. de 2012

Hiding behind my smile...


Sometimes, life gets hard. It’s normal, we all get the opportunity to feel that way. And for sure, we all are going to sit and sufer.We all feel stuck in some road, feeling like there is no other way to go. What we need in those moments is patience, the strength to hold our feet on the ground. In some moment the tide is going to turn, the sun is going to come up, and it all will change. Sometimes, not the change that you were wishing for, but what is necessary.
But you have to believe. You have to have faith. Faith in your intuition, in your heart. Sometimes, even our hearts can make mistakes. Sometimes even the brighter day can be cloudy. We just hope that the clouds go away so we can see clearly again.
My heart is a joke, he likes to play games with me. He always chooses the wrong guy or the wrong moment. He has been my companion for this whole life, and he has been my most truth friend. But even can he play with mind. Even can he be my enemy. The only problem is that I can’t order him in most of the moments.
I’m a solution person. I would like to give the solution, even a scape. But I can’t hide from myself. I can’t hide from my memories. And they have been my greatest and only hope, and also been my worst enemy. Once you taste the better wine, you won’t accept the worst.
Just for now, I wish for the universe, actually, I pray for the universe, for God, for the power that rules this universe, that some peace may be found for me. Some peace for my heart, for my soul. No more pain is necessary, although I know that I’m very far from this. But, I’ll never know if I never try.

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